My computer crashes at least three times a day now. It is SOOOOOO frustrating! I've got everything backed up on an external hard drive, so if it does actually go out on me for good one of these days, I won't be too sad.
At last night's Relief Society activity, we had a swap of old things we weren't using anymore. I found some tap shoes for Lucy!! They are just a tad too big... perfect for growing into. When we got home, I put them on her and she had a blast "tapping" around in the kitchen, jumping, twirling, and making tons of noise! We then watched some Youtube videos of little 3 year olds at their dancing recitals. She was copying every move! Maybe I need to sign her up for some dancing lessons?
We visited the Nelson-Atkins Museum of Art for our date last week. It was amazing! So much beautiful art... and lots of weirder art. We happened to go on the night of the Chinese New Year celebration. It was swarming with people! Tons of activities, crafts, performances, and speeches going on. We even got to watch a magic show!
We woke up to a crazy lightning and thunderstorm this morning. It was pretty magnificent! The flashes of light were so bright that I thought someone was actually taking a picture of me while I was sleeping!
We have a split level townhome. I put up a collage of pictures going up our stairs (which I love!). It's not the easiest putting up pictures while standing on stairs, reaching and trying not to reach too far to where you fall down the stairs and crack your head open. Well, instead of reaching and falling, the heal of my foot caught the edge of the stair (the second to top stair to be exact), and I fell flat on my bum, then bounced down the rest of the stairs. I just lay in the entry way for a good ten minutes to recover. I was in soooo much pain! I thought I had broken my tail bone! The best part was that I happened to be on the phone with Alex and heard it all.... my initial scream, my yelps with each bump down the stairs, and my moaning while recovering in the entry way.
In Provo, the library was our place to go. We went a couple of times a week and especially loved story time. We've been to a couple of libraries here but I can't find one just as good as Provo's library. I took the kids to a story time yesterday and it was so lame! I can't tell you how much this lame library made me miss home. I've been holding it together pretty well, but that library almost brought me to tears!
Okay, this lady made me try this bizarre concoction and then I made Alex try it.... Oreos with a dab of Cheez Whiz inside. Sounds nasty, right? But if I were to be completely honest... it truly wasn't that bad. Tasted a little like cheese cake. Weird, I know. But just the
thought of it makes you feel like your arteries have already clogged. I don't think I'll be buying Cheez Whiz anytime soon....
ever for that matter!
I've was really excited to become a part of a new ward... make new friends, go to activities, and just try to find my niche in our new surroundings. And as uncomfortable as it is, I've
really been putting myself out there and getting involved in conversations and activities. I feel like I have been on a dozen first dates, searching and searching for that thing that we have in common.
I feel like I was doing pretty well and was fitting in alright. But last night, we had an activity where I signed up to be on a panel of judges for some creative discussion. I was totally going out on a limb... I had only been in the ward for two weeks when I signed up. The lady in charge said that we all had to wear big hats during our presentation. I was totally excited because I have this great derby type hat that I have only worn at my bridal shower. I asked the lady if that was what she had in mind. She gave me and emphatic "Yes! That's perfect!!!". The time came where the four of us judges had to go up on stage. I pulled out my big hat, put it on, and walked up to the front. I totally stuck out like a sore thumb! The other ladies who were judging with me wore a baseball cap, a Newsies hat, and no hat at all. Wow, I felt pretty dumb. I felt like all of these ladies who have been in this ward for a while were looking at me, thinking to themselves, "Who
is this new girl? Who does she think she is?" Pretty much all of my confidence and excitement I had about being in a new ward went out the window in that
small, tiny, insignificant moment. I feel so insecure now. I think I'm going to lay low for a little bit and ease myself into the pool instead of jumping in at the deep end.
............but that's going to be tough to do considering I just got called to be a Relief Society Instructor. Talk about intimidating, nerve racking, and insecurities out the roof!