{mid-week musings} Don't You Know What FUN Is?

“Nooo

            o

               o

                 ho

                   ho

                     ho”

My knees nearly buckled to the floor. I was ready to cry. And laugh. And scream. All at once.

“No! No! No!” were the only words that seemed available at the moment.

“But Mooooom!”Lucy says, “We’re having fun! Don’t you know what fun is?”

Do I know wha… Do I know what fun is?! Ha! I was about to explode!

It was bedtime. The time of day that can’t come soon enough and that can wait forever. The baths, the brushing teeth, the diaper changes, the books, the songs, the begged for nightly drink - it’s all such a process that I wish could happen all on its own. Just once I beg you! There are some days where I am on the ball, feeling like an awesome mom, and bedtime seems to be sprinkled with magic and goes so smoothly.

Yeeeah...tonight was not that night.

I ended up just putting on a movie for Lucy and Todd in my room, while I laid on the floor in the family room with Annie, pushing toys and other things out of the way to make room for me. I wasn’t ready to face the bedtime beast. I wasn’t ready to face anything for that matter. No, Donald Duck! Stop looking at me! I don’t want to get up and put you away! Same with you, Buzz! Nor do I have the energy to get my kids to pick you up!

I found myself laying there for about 25 minutes, looking at Pinterest for the hundredth time, texting a friend, and just gearing myself up to get these kids to bed. I finally got up and moseyed on over to the bedroom. Those kids have been so good and so quiet that I’d hate to turn off their movie right now.

I walked through the doorway, and stopped right in my tracks...

Oh the horror! My once white bed sheets were now a colorful array of rainbow colors. The TV had been drawn all over the screen and the dresser had marks to match. The door was also a victim and there was a racing pinstripe all the way down the hall at about a toddler height. And I’m sure you already figured that both kids were completely covered in marker, both holding pieces of the evidence. And even better! They spilled a bottle of bubbles all over the floor to “skate” in!

“But Mooooom! We’re having fun! Don’t you know what fun is?”

Those little stinks! What was already going to be a mountain to conquer as it was, bedtime just got a million times more complicated. Dang it! I guess that’s what I get for prolonging the inevitable. 

Another Angel for the Geyer Family

I simply can't wrap my mind around all of this. Our sweet Mitchell is the fourth to join his cousins in heaven. What grief! What heartache! What sheer and utter pain! This world has lost such an inspiring little boy who has taught all of those he came in contact with to keep on going. To keep on fighting. That although there may be another rainy day full of gloom and difficulties, there is bound to be a rainbow at the end of it all.
How grateful I am of the knowledge I have of the Plan of Salvation. I know that because of our Savior, I will see my loved ones again. Without such knowledge, the loss of family and friends would be unbearable.

Mitchie Man, I can't wait to squeeze and hug you again. 

What a perfect, special little boy you are!

And I know that there you will always be - 

somewhere over the ranbow.

Todd

Did you know that whenever you give me one of your big grins, I nearly melt into a puddle?

Did you know that you end up sleeping on the floor almost every night?

Did you know that you have almost given me a heart attack I don't know how many times?! You are such a climber and explorer.

Did you know that you love "choo choo's" and that you are so good at constructing tracks? You love building all sorts of things.

Did you know that sometimes you get very upset and don't know how to control your emotions? That's okay. I'm helping you learn. You and timeout are pretty good friends lately.

But did you also know what an all around happy, joyful, pleasant boy you are? You are so full of life and others around you can sense it too. I squeeze the living day lights out of you multiple times a day.

Did you know that you are my favorite two year old little boy ever?! And that I love you dearly?!

Don't you forget it.

Ever.

Never ever.

Lucy

I want to always remember your enthusiasm for everything. From the type of cereal you eat in the morning, to the color of your shirt. You have a way of seeing the beauty in every little thing and you can't contain your excitement!

I want to always remember your love of learning. You get so excited when you learn something new and you repeat your new found knowledge over and over again.

I want to always remember how much you love to draw and write letters. I love the notes that you so meticulously construct and how you want to make one every day for your friends and family.

I want to always remember those two little freckles - one to the right of your nose, the other on your left cheek. 

I want to always remember how affectionate you are. You squeeze me oh so tight when I ask for a hug and those kisses are painful at times. You are always bursting at the seams!

I want to always remember the funny things you say - "Mom? Can you bark like a quacker?", "There's no animals in my ears! Just angels!", "I need to tell you something...want to snuggle me?" - and how you used to always say "got-for" instead of "forgot". 

I want to always remember YOU! My exuberant, strong-willed, friendly four-year-old. 

It's true what they say...

...time has a way of changing things.

Being the "Mama's Boy" that he is, I wasn't sure how Todd was going to handle having another baby around. I was pretty sure he was going to be a jealous mess and that this new baby would be cramping his style. When Anna was first born, my predictions were pretty accurate. He just wasn't a fan. He didn't like when I'd nurse her and he hated that I couldn't hold him because I was holding her. There was an occasional toy thrown at her face and the constant stealing of her binki.
But somewhere along the way, he decided that he somewhat liked her. Then loved her. Now he's obsessed with her! From the moment he wakes up, he is in her face trying to get her to smile. When she's fussy, he brings her toys to cheer her up. When he hears her making any noise through the monitor, he runs as fast as he can to her aid. It drives me nuts because I'm usually trying to get her to sleep, but he's too fast for me to catch him!
But oh! How it warms my heart to see him love his little sister and do what he can within his two-year-old abilities to make her happy. And he's very successful. Annie is always cracking up at him.

Yup, she definitely loves him too.

Around Here

*Nothing like watching a rain shower at 7:30 am before daddy has to go to school.
*This post is my 400th post since I started blogging five years ago. I feel like a celebration is in order. :)

*We've recently become members of the YMCA. It's so great to be able to drop off the three kids for an hour or two to allow me to exercise. Though, truth be told, I usually bring a book and walk on the treadmill while reading. But needless to say, my sanity is always found once again at the gym.

*I've become a smoothie master lately. My Jamba days back in high school sure have helped. Hardly a day goes by without a refreshing, healthy concoction of fruits with the occasional handful of spinach.

*Lately, Lucy has become fixated with the English accent. Maybe it's from watching Mary Poppins and Bedknobs and Broomsticks. She says things like "Ello. How do you do?" and "Good day!" with an English accent to the best of her ability. She knows how to speak some Spanish (thanks Dora) and some "English-es"

*Annie's first laugh came right after I had some dental work done. I was trying to smile at her, but only half of my mouth would curve upward. She apparently thought it was hilarious! Then I would laugh, which must have looked even more ridiculous cause she was busting a gut!

*Todd is still a little behind in his speech development, but is progressing well. We've mostly had to work on Lucy not speaking for him or answering every question we ask him.

A "Sleepover" Party

Lucy is always begging to have a "sleepover" party with me and her dad or with her aunties. Her definition of a sleepover party is staying up late and snuggling with a movie and popcorn. I was having a hard time deciding what to do for her first birthday party with friends. A "sleepover" only made sense! 

We started off the night coloring some shirts. I drew on nine shirts, either a boy or girl owl with each child's initial. 

Todd was more interested in the marker caps then he was actually coloring.

 Next, Alex and a friend of his made a blanket fort where the kids watched a Disney sing-along movie while munching on bowls of popcorn and strawberries.

We then sang "Happy Birthday" to Lucy with her "donut cake". You would think it was Todd's birthday by these pictures. :)

 Next was presents. Annie is just chillin on the couch back there.

For the last activity of the night, we colored "sleep masks" and played Pin the Sleep Mask on the Raccoon. They all peeked and placed their masks perfectly. Little squirts.

The party favors were not only the shirts they colored, but also a mini box of doughnuts. I frosted some Cheerios and dabbed a little bit of frosting on the bottom of each one to make sure they stayed in place in the box. For the white doughnuts, I rolled Cheerios in powdered sugar after sprinkling a little bit of water on them. The box was made out of scrapbook paper.

I didn't have time to get to my shadow puppet theater, but overall, I think it was a big success! The four-year old's had an absolute blast. After the fact, I was exhausted and my voice was practically gone... 9 kids ages 4 and under, at bed time mind you, was CRAZY! They were all bouncing off the walls/breaking down in tears.
And let me explain Lucy's hair....I had it all cute in two braids and about a half hour before the party she ripped them out. She refused to let me fix it. You could say I was a little embarrassed when here her friends are coming over to her party with their hair perfectly combed and looking adorable. I don't even want to know what the other mom's must have been thinking!! :)